I'm coming home.
When
President Winder pulled me in and said that I wasn't going forward for
another 21 months, I don't think I've ever been so disappointed in my
life. I was so ready to give my all for 2 years, and now I can't believe
that it's almost over. But you know what? After a bit of tears (mostly
on my part) I realized that it wasn't my will that mattered, or
President Winder's, or even the First Presidency's; it was God's. If God
doesn't want me here, then I guess he wants me elsewhere. So I would
just like to say:
Dad, thanks for being an
inspiration for me to look up to. You always made sure that I was doing
my absolute best at all times, and I'm glad of that.
Mom, thank you for always making sure I was healthy and pure. I want to always make you and Dad proud of me.
Emily, thanks for being at your absolute randomest. Your emails have helped me with a lot of stress in my 3 months.
And
Jacob, thank you for being the absolute best big brother a guy like me
could have. Everything that you write or draw makes me proud to be your
brother.
I love you all, and I look forward to
working as hard as ever this week. Thank you all for being my eternal
family. God bless you all!
D&C 124:49Tony:
President
came over last night to talk to us about it. We're surprised but
resigned. We knew going in that it might be this way. Now we just need
to learn to accept it and move on. Sounds like you've already made
peace with the decision. We're sure proud of you.